Helen Leanne Archer

18TH SEPTEMBER 2009

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NIGHT,NIGHT.X.

♥

Jude Swaddle September 18, 2009

13TH SEPTEMBER 2009

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____;✿✿;_..If roses grow in Heaven Lord
___;✿✿✿･;_..Please pick a bunch for me,
_____.\|/_.....Place them in my loved ones'arms
____((( )))....and tell them they're from me.

With love from Jude x


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Jude Swaddle September 13, 2009

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12TH SEPTEMBER 2009

With Love. xXx

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Jude Swaddle September 12, 2009

10TH SEPTEMBER 2009

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Jude Swaddle September 10, 2009

♥♥ AN ANGEL FOR AN ANGEL ♥♥

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Anna Palczynska September 10, 2009

♥ A Shade of Sadness. ♥


In comes the darkness to my soul
even as I sit in the early morning sun,
the distant sounds of the living
seem far removed from the fogginess of my mind.
♥
In the stillness of the house
which seems quieter than quiet,
time seems to pass too slowly.
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A feeling of being outside myself
looking back into an empty shell
of the person I used to be.
♥
I cry for my former self.
That person I once liked and enjoyed.
She is gone.
A loss within a loss, within a loss.
♥
A heaviness in my heart,
the weight of a million tears.
Drowning my emotions,
mixing and swirling in a pool of despair.
Ugly hateful despair.
♥
A sadness so deep and heavy
leaving the body tired and used,
I feel I could sleep,
sleep for a thousand years and never wake up.
♥
A thousand years will not change a thing.
You would still not be here.
What to believe, I don't know.
I just don't know. My soul is lost.
♥
I know not which way to turn.
Where to look,
♥
I feel helpless,
helpless to help my self,
annoyed with the daily things of life I must do.
♥
I don't care, not anymore.
The world could fall upon it's knees
it would not matter,
I am too shrouded in the darkness of my world
that spins ever out of control,
directing my emotions
with no warning as to what feelings
will be brought upon me next.
♥
There is guilt, another weight to bear.
Those who are with me, who I love and love me,
they need me, but I am not ready.
I hold them back at arms length,
I am not ready,
their demands draw on what strength I have left.
For that I am sorry,
but I cannot help bringing on the emotional distance.
There is a need to protect myself,
but from what I am not sure.
♥
There is anger.
Anger that occasionally swells within me.
There is no direction into which to fling this anger.
It is a new and different type of anger
not one I am familiar with and it disturbs me.
It makes me afraid.
♥
I try to be strong. For you, and only you.
I try to think what you would have me do.
♥
I know you would want me to live my life.
To continue on. It is not an easy task, not at all.
♥
Some days I can go out
and meet the world with vigor and say I do this for you.
♥
Some days I must crawl into my shell
and hide from the world that has been so cruel to me.
I am trying.
♥
The days are filled with thoughts of you,
and should I find myself not thinking of you,
I gasp for fear that I am forgetting you.
♥
I have learned to value life, you have taught me this.
To see the beauty in each day given to me,
even through this veil of sad darkness.
I know it is there waiting for me.
♥
Someday the sadness will lift
and I will only think of you
with a smile and warmness in my heart.
My love for you will always be there
that shall never pass
and I hope somehow you know this too.
♥
Your memory is only a heartbeat away.
I shall always love,
I shall always long for you,
I shall always wish to have you back.
And I shall live -- if only for you.
♥
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♥ LOVE STEVEN BELTS MUM JAYNE X X.

Jayne Belt September 9, 2009

to helen

hi helen just to let you know i think about you every day .
i never know what to write but i do know youll understand.
you are missed more than youll ever know somedays are harder than others,im pleased ive got my job to go to as this helps to keep my mind occupied or i think i would crack up .
we all love and miss you helen youll never ever will be forgotten love always mam xxxxxxxxxx

Maureen Metcalfe (Mam) September 8, 2009

Gone Too Soon

G od took you gently by the hand,
O n wings of love to another land,
N estled in the clouds up high,
E ternal live he gave you in the sky,

T he ones left behind have broken hearts,
O h they did not want you to depart,
O ne day you will all meet again,

S aving a place and no more pain,
O n wings of love in Heaven above,
O ur hearts are filled with lots of love,
N ever more then a heartbeat away,

Gone too soon but remembered every single day.

Copyright @ Sandy

Rose Anderson (Friend) September 8, 2009

☆ Goodnight Precious Angel ☆

............z Z
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(”)_(”)_.-””-.,
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( o_, )` __) `-._)

.....love Jude. x



♥

Jude Swaddle September 5, 2009

☆ GOODNIGHT PRECIOUS ANGEL ☆

☆ The moon is out and all aglow ☆

☆ The stars are shining bright ☆

☆ The world is peaceful and quiet ☆

☆ It is time for saying goodnight ☆

☆ I wish you sweet dreams ☆

☆ Carried upon twinkling stars ☆

☆ And softly glowing moonbeams ☆

............z Z
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(”)_(”)_.-””-.,
` _ _ `; -._, `)_
( o_, )` __) `-._)

Love always,Jude. x

Jude Swaddle September 1, 2009